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Wednesday, August 11th, 2004
7:17 am - Dream #23 - 8/11/04

viciouspixie
I had what seemed like hundreds of dreams last night...and they were all really bizzare. I only remember three of them decently enough, but the one consisting of me and my brother going to the premire opening of some new Disney theme park in Cali is the best.

We walked into the building and it was emense...and ominous, but filled with shopping goods. We as good as ran through the building, but it kept going on and on, til I realized it was several smaller "buildings" joined together to make one long series of stores, just like on Main Street in DL. Only this time there were no doors to exit, just store after endless store. We finally made it to the end, beating the pulsing crowd, and emerged onto a street that reminded me of Hollywood, but 40-50 years ago. I spotted Minnie Mouse across the road from us, and she was dressed all slutty. My jaw dropped as Mickey came out of a building, dressed in a leisure suit, and walked up to Minnie, her calling him "big boy" and other slutty-esque things, for the time era. He gave her money and they headed back into the building, together. My brother and I looked at eachother, me horrified, he laughing. I shook it off and we walked down the street, realizing all the shops we walked through had doors, but were sealed off to make the new comers traverse the shops throughly.

Chip and Dale were dressed in what appeared to be gangster-like clothing, and were rolling a keg across the road, looking around suspiciously, until they reached a Pub. As soon as they entered the Pub, Donald came around the corner, dressed in a Police suit, and he went straight for the Pub. We looked at eachother and ran across the street to see what was going on. Inside, Pluto was playing the piano (of course these are all people in costumes), and Pochahontas was serving drinks to some of the Disney characters. We sat down and watched as Donald looked around the place, inspecting the drinks to make sure they were all soda and water, then left after he was convinced. Just as that happened, Pluto jumped up and flipped a switch, rotating the stage around so a large fish tank was there, microphones in the water. Fish emerged from the rocks immediately and started rocking out on trumpets and other Jazz type sounds, like in Little Mermaid, and Pluto was rockin the piano. The keg was brought out and poured for everyone, including my brother and I, and it was full with Moonshine. All the patrons were hooping and hollering as Jessica Rabbit walked on stage and did a Chicago type number. I just watched with wide eyes and a gaping mouth, not knowing what to think about it all. My brother was entirely amused, still just laughing. "this is the best Disney park, yet!" I just cocked my head to the side, and realized, yeah, this *is* fucking cool. We left and saw some more really fucked shit, like a gangster shoot out between various characters, Goofy dressed like a Pimp, etc.

We entered a different land, one set in Medieval ages, Mickey and Minnie were the king and Queen, of course, Goofy and Donald, along with other key characters, were Knights, Daisy and a few of the "princesses" were servents, then there were serfs and villagers, etc etc. There was a giant stone castle with stone walls encasing it and the town around the castle, and on a hill outside the walls lived a fire breathing dragon, which attacked the village two times daily, at noon and 3, and once at night, at 8. All of these characters were dressed in renaissance clothing, and were dirty looking. A few were locked in stockades, looking pitiful. Chickens, pigs, sheep and cows roamed free, leaving the streets filthy. Wenches and white slaves were sold and carted around on ropes. There were more pubs and whores. Just as we were about to enter the next land, I woke up.

current mood: crazy

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Thursday, July 29th, 2004
7:25 am - Dream # 22 - 7/29/04

viciouspixie
Starts out in present day, well, maybe a little in the future because I was a bit older. I'm a research assistant to quite the scientist, one who has an entire organization pretty much dedicated to the paranormal. My particular line of expertise? Myths, fables, and their pasts. We, in general, research and preserve artifacts pertaining to anything paranormal. We are the same organization that works at Area 51, and we have branches that work under the Pope directly. We have tons of underground supporters and income for researching whatever it is that particular patron wants. I work in a branch in Europe, Italy to be more exact, and Our headquarters is contained in what used to be an old theater; Teatro dei Vampires. And, as guessable, this branch is working under several weathy Europeans who wish to find out about Vampires and if they were ever real. Thus far, my research shows they were, and just 300 years ago, they performed in the very building I worked in (Anne Rice come to mind?). I was headed over to my supervisor/leader, that scientist, to tell him a new discovery I found that would lead me into Paris, when He stopped me and said I had a new mission.

I were to be sent back in time, with a new partner efficient in Italian history, and see if Vampires were real. I was shocked, but had no choice as I was forced into this pod and sent back into time. we were teleported to the theater 300 years earlier, into the same room that was now a dining room, with long tables flanked with equally long benches. The room was full with people who all stopped what they were doing to look at us, in the pod. my partner did all the explaining as I examined the people, who all had white skin and beautiful features. they were angry at first, but upon seeing my partner,they all seemed to react differently, inviting us to a table to join the feast. They all leared at me, and made me feel real uncomfortable, but my partner was immediately swept up into conversations I couldnt understand completely due to them speaking in old Italian. I kept looking at my partner, confused with him.

I was given some delicious food that I readily ate, and I couldnt help it. I paid attention to my partner to realize he had a thing for the asian vampire, who was obviously with thier leader, a lad with bright blonde hair, and she seemed to know who my partner was. they all did. I soon realized he was one of them, or at least used to be, now a reincarnation of a vampire they all knew and saw killed by a human hunter. I was shocked...and suddenly afraid for my life. my partner, i wanna call him Brett, but they called him Lethius, put an arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. "Dont worry, I wont let anything happen to you...But...we're not going back, either." I looked at him, mortified at the implications, yet intrigued of them at the same time. the others all smiled and laughed at my reactions, then lunged at me and Lethius. The last thing i thought about was "Bagheera will never see me again..." and that being the only thing I'd miss and be sad about.

Wierd, ne? Being a vampire would rock, tho. I also think this would be a good story...I might have to work on that...

current mood: predatory

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Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
9:11 pm - Dream # 21 - 7/14/04

viciouspixie
Dreaming while in and out of conciousness during a major headache, It was a nice get away from my aches and pains...

I was the star in a sitcom with a twist, and my name was Tiffany. This particular show was going to be about Tiffany meeting an Idol of hers, only the show threw things into the mix that would mess with me, the real person, as I acted out whatever they wanted me to, and they'd film all of my initial reactions. A hybrid reality/sitcom show. Tiffany (me) was going to a concert where she would be excited and happy about it, but have shitty seats, so the whole show was about her trying to get closer. I knew all of that going in, and I knew what was I was going to do, but anything after that was just ad-libing once I'd find out who it was. I had no idea.

We start filming, the "concert" packed full with people, and I'm in the back, standing on my chair trying to see who it is. If they were watching, the Audience whould know who I was there to see by this point, but as they were filming, I had no idea, so I was just as curious and excited as my character would be. I tried to sneak down the isle, but bouncers/ushers would catch me and send me back up. This part was all scripted. All I could hear were the extras screaming and cheering, because things like the concert music qould be added later. I looked up and saw a balcony where some people would stop from thier ways to/from the bathroom to look down at the concert from, and there was weird sculptures that stretched from the balconies down towards the stage, like elaborate slides of plexiglass. I ran upstairs and climbed out onto the slide, making it as awkward and funny as possible for the camera, and "lost my footing" to slide all the way down the ramp until I was barely hanging on over the stage. Everyone below gasped as they looked up at me, including the secret guest, DAVID BOWIE! I gasped and stared at him, only a couple feet above where he stood, and forgot what was happening, until I fell completely off the sculpture, onto the stage, where I "passed out", but only for the cameras, quickly remembering my place. Good time for commercial break.

They filmed me being taken away from the stage by Bowie's bodyguards and into some back room, unknown wether I were to be repremanded or taken care of. Other people were in the room when I woke up and they were all chattering about me. I stumbled off the couch and fell to the floor in "shock" for the canned laughter cue. I met some wierd people, made for more improv on my part. David Bowie came back from the concert to great his "back stage guests", and I was in awe, standing completely still with my jaw ajar. He greeted people until he saw me standing there, and came over to me, asking if I was ok. I stumbled a reply, and he said he was glad, but I had to leave now. I nearly cried, saying what? i thought...but...what? and his bodyguard threw me out. I pounded on the door and the friend i was at the concert with found me, and together we started to walk home, after standing outside the door for a long time, hoping he would come back out. When leaving, I saw a limo coming down the back alley and I jumped in front of it, so it hit me, on purpose. The driver rushed out and so did Bowie, exclaiming "Bloody crazy girl!" when he "recognized" me. the driver went to call help, and Bowie sat down on the ground, putting my head in his lap. "You really are bloody crazy, yanno, all that just to meet me?" I smiled and said my catch phrase "Yup, because I'm Arica!" then the producer loudly whispered "Tiffany!" "Oh, I mean, because I'm Tiffany!" Then the director yelled cut. and I just layed there in Bowie's lap, looking up at him. He looked back at me for a while until he started to laugh, "You gonna get up anytime soon?" Then I woke up. His eyes were so real...Bowie dreams are the best...

current mood: amused

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Monday, June 14th, 2004
11:27 am - Dream #20 - 6/14/04

viciouspixie
Last night's dream was crazy-wierd. I dreamt that my entire street was really one big campground, and that there were no houses, just tents, sometimes elaborate ones, or campers, but they were all in the same exact places as the houses there now. It had been an esspecially cold night, and Bagheera was just as cold as me. She crawled into my pant's pocket...like, I was wearing these kick ass black jeans that had giant pockets on the back of my legs, about halfway down them. I had to pee, because I just woke up, and had to walk to the bathroom facility, which was down the road, where construction is right now. I kept Bagheera in my pants because I didn't want her to freeze, or try to tear a hole in the tent to follow me, because my mom said it was a problem. The whole way there I was trying to walk fast enough so she wouldn't want to jump out, but not so fast that it'd agitate her. Once I got to the bathroom and stopped, she climbed up my pantleg up to my shoulder. I was really confused by the bathroom signs...like...one said men in another language, and only had a little picture of a man in parenthesis under the word, and the woman's had a picture of a hippo with a bow. Some lady had accidentally went into the men's, obviously as confused as I was. I went inside only to find out the signs didn't matter, because it was co-ed anyway. It had that "campground bathroom" feel to it, yet different. This guy came in after me, someone I'd never seen before, and he was pretty cute. He said good morning to me, and asked how my shoulder was, because Bagheera was digging into my skin. I knew he was gay right away, and I was put into a good mood. He went into one stall and I into another. The individual bathroom stalls were huge, with a bath/shower, and a changing area, but from the front it look like any normal bathroom stall. Even with such luxerious anemeties, it was all slightly dingy, and with that campground bathroom yellow tint to it all. The gay guy next to me had dropped some money under the stall, so I handed it back over to him. Bagheera was roaming around the bathtub. I finished up and grabbed Baggs before I left to wash my hands. At the sink areas there was one of those guys in fancy restrooms...the ones that give you towels and maybe a little cologne or mint or whatever you could think of needing. He gave Bagheera a cat treat, and me a warm damp towel. The gay guy came out and we talked some more as we both walked towards our tents together. Bagheera still on my shoulder. As we said bye, I woke up.

current mood: headachey

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Sunday, June 6th, 2004
12:23 pm - Dream #19 - 6/6/04

viciouspixie
Dream from the last two nights have been V. wierd. two nights ago, I dreamt Matt from Indiana came back here for a visit after he and his girlfriend broke up. This time I wasn't so busy, or shy, and I got to hang out with him more. We went to some amusement park, hiking, swimming in freezing waters, and watched tons of movies. towards the end of his stay with us, he and I ended up "together", I suppose. It was bizzar.

Last night I dreamt we lived in a house like the one in California, only it was still up here in Bothell. Matt was visiting, again, and I was grounded for some reason...like...my parents were really really pissed at me. Well, ok, so I know the reason, because it's a reason I'm dealing with IRL. ANYway, I was throughly upset, my brother and his friend along with Matt were trying to cheer me up and layed in my giant bed with me watching movies, all the while I was trying to escape from my room to see Jonathan, but my dad would find me and hell would break loose. V. wierd. Don't get why I would dream about Matt...haven't talked to him in ages.

current mood: confused

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Wednesday, May 12th, 2004
8:33 am - Dream #18 - 5/12/04

viciouspixie
My dream a couple nights ago consisted of me, my mom, Jonathan, and my brother, all at my house. There was some awful stench coming from somewhere in the front yard, so Jonathan and I were investigating, all while my brother tried to show me "tricks and stunts" in his "fort". I ignored him, for the most part, and ventured into the little thicket in the front left of our yard. Jonathan pushed ahead of me and suddenly stopped, his gaze slowly going up, and then staring in awe. It was a giant banana tree. Only this was a wierd ass banana tree, and in order to protect the banana bunches, it formed hollow, top and bottom-less, cylinders of husk, like a coconut husk, to surround the fragile fruit. I yelled for mom and bro to come over. One of the banana bunches had rotted, and thick black rotten banana syrup ran down from the top, through the husks and over fresh bushels, then down the trunk and I realized I was standing in a puddle of it. I shrieked a little and backed away, telling Jonathan to get out of it. It took alot to pick my feet up because it was so thick and sticky. There were dead lizards and bugs stuck in it, even a bird. As we stood there, the ooze spread farther and faster, stretching towards the house, and we kept backing up, panicking about what to do. my mom was horrified and froze in her tracks. my brother was getting bags of soil and trying to dump it on top of the ooze to soak it up, but it didnt work. We started to dig a trench in front of it, but as i dug, it quickly filled it up and i got stuck in it. Jonathan was trying to get me out, then I woke up.

Why bananas?

current mood: working

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Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
11:57 am - Dream #17 - 4/21/04

viciouspixie
I had decided to move to New Zealand to go to college. Don't know why, other then to be surrounded by the beautiful scenery all the time. I had gone through my 4 years and today was my last day of school, which should have made me sad because I was going back to Washington in a week, but everyone in school were in great moods, anticipating the most exciting thing; LotR shooting. Like a typical New Line cinematic blockbuster, they decided to bastardize the books and create a sequel to The Lord of the Rings. It took place after the last book, of course, and the main plot was that Saruman (who didn't die in the first three) was back and trying to harvest a new army and power to take over Middle Earth once more. Gandalf, Aragorn, Frodo and Gimli were all back and together going in search of a way to stop him. They fought tough battles and everything once more. Odd, Leggy wasn't in my dream, but whatever.

For the movie, they wanted to shoot a particular scene in which Gandalf and Frodo resurrect some sea creature out of the ocean, the beach just so happened to be the beach our school owned. No one was in class, they were all on the beach, under the upper porch and lounging on beach towels, chatting, laughing, whispering, etc etc. Since I had been at the school for four years and was one of the very few students from America, Elijah Wood and I somehow became accuainted and I ended up showing him around during his breaks. Only, whatever they were doing in the filming, they were actually doing, so he was pretty beat up and having a hard time walking on his sore hobbit feet. I had to help him get around. I've never had a crush on Elijah, but in this dream, there was something about him that was too sexy, maybe it was the Hobbit stuff, haha.

So anyway, after one of the walks we went on, Mydske came up to me (evidently people from here came over because I went?) and was begging me to talk to him to get him into the movie. I kept telling him no. Elijah finished shooting a scene again and called me on my cell, asking me to come see him again, so I did, and Mydske followed. E asked me what was up with Mydske and I told him what he wanted, and E looked at him and just said "I'll see what I can do.", but then I told him i really didn't think he had to. "You wanna be in the movie?" he asked, and I immediately said no. Told him I'm not "movie material". He looked at me sadly with those huge eyes of his and then whispered all kinds of sweet things into my ear, but I don't remember them, then he kissed me. Jackson called him back as soon as he did, and he had to do some more scenes. "Dinner tonight?" he asked over his shoulder. "O-okay..." "I'll call ya."

I floated upstairs towards my dorm, with all these New Zealand girls hissing at me, and ran into Ola. I told her about what happened and she had this face of utter-disbelief and disgust all at the same time. "Ew! He's so *gross*!" I just shrugged and went back to my room, layed on my bed, cell phone next to me, and fell asleep. The End.

current mood: thoughtful

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Monday, April 12th, 2004
11:57 am - Dream #16 - 4/12/04

viciouspixie
My boyfriend was this normal, kinda skinny, wierd guy and we were getting married. All of my friends were also getting married soon, so for some reason I felt pressure to do so as well. I believe the dream was taking place in the 30s/40s, so its understandable. On the day of my wedding, the groom ditched out on me, running off with a co-worker of his instead. I was crushed, completely devastated, but all my friends comforted me. We were in my front yard one evening when this young man came to my driveway, heading towards my front door when we noticed eachother. He asked if I were Arica, and I told him yes. He then produced a beautiful flower arangement and said it was for me. I was perplexed, and couldn't find out who it was from, other then a secret admirer. That night, I woke up from someone tapping on my window. I opened the blinds and there stood Marky Mark (Mark Walberg). I asked what he wanted, quite startled, and he said he couldn't wait til morning, he needed to see me tonight. Ends up he was a guy that had seen me around town quite alot and became infatuated with me, without ever meeting me. I was stunned, and still quite uneasy, but when he asked if I would go on at least one date with him, I agreed. He was quite the cutey (even though IRL I dont think Marky is...). The next night we went out and I had a great time and really liked him. We started dating and time went by, and eventually he asked me to marry him, to which I said yes. My guy friends all loved him, but my little sister and best friend, Winnona Rider, hated him. She knew something just wasn't right with him. One night she followed him home and found him with another woman. Shocked, she left immediately to come inform me, but he had seen her. He chased her down and started to brutally attack her. She struggled, and got ahold of a metal bar and started to attack him back, until she was able to run away to me. For some reason, I didn't believe her, or the marks, and when I found Marky "unconcious" in the ditch, I swore her out of my life for good.

More dream went on, and more things happened, like another friend seeing him do something horrible and them him dissappearing before he could tell me. Just before Marky and I were to be wed, I got scared because of some of the pieces I was finally putting together, he and I fought, and it ended with me being thrown into the wall and banged up pretty good. When things calmed down, I told him I was leaving and didn't want to see him ever again...he was upset, but left the house. That night, while I was packing to go back home with my parents for a while, where ever that was, he showed up with a gun and pointed it at my head, yelling about how no one leaves him. He killed me, then himself. Winnona was the one to find us, then I woke up. Crazy crazy dream...

current mood: mellow

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Friday, April 2nd, 2004
12:24 pm - Dream #16 - 4/2/04

viciouspixie
Haven't been sleeping right lately, because of this job I've been doing, mainly, but last night was my first free night since because I finally finished the job. I slept so good. Well, for me anyway. This is the main dream I remember...

At some party with my brother and one of his friends. They go mingling away from me and I bump into my cousin, Lindsey. We're happy to see eachother, and esspecially her because her friends ditched her there and something wasn't quite right with how she was feeling. As the dream went on, and the party, her personality started to change dramatically and I quickly realized she had been drugged. As I frantically looked around the place for my brother, I held her up as she babbled things and had problems moving her own feet. We slipped into a quiet room and as i looked to put her down on a couch, she exclaims "It's Kid Rock!". Sure enough, on the floor, was Kid Rock. Lindsey and I both sat down on the couch and he perked up, asking what was wrong with her. Told him I didn't know, but explained to him her symptoms and he laughed and told me she was on something, but I don't remember what he called it. She eventually fell asleep on my shoulder as I continued to talk to KR, who seemed to Morph into Johnny Depp. I stared at him, as he talked about something, and kept thinking "My GAWD, its Johnny....but wait, he was icky Kid Rock a moment ago...wtf?" and when I concentrated, he would kinda morph back into KR, but then back into Johnny again. I gave up because well, Johhny is so much better, and Johnny was touching my leg. When I realized he was rubbing my leg, I freaked because I hadn't shaved in a while so I felt all icky. I pulled my leg back and he grabbed it, saying something about "Natural women are a big turn on for me" and I cringed, then replied "Yeah, what about lazy ones?" and got a laugh out of him. He started to sit up to lean into a kiss when my brother showed up. "We really need to leave, Joey drank something that's not sitting right with him!" and he was showing the same signs. Johnny helped me take both Lindsey and Joey back to the van and offered to follow me home, just to make sure everything was alright, but I turned him down and as I drove off, the dream ended.

Why the fuck would I do that? *coos the air* Johnny...come back...you can come over to my place anytime...merr.

current mood: awake

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Friday, February 27th, 2004
11:17 am - Dream #15 - 2/27/04

viciouspixie
Im in some appartment, i think it was supposed to be either mine or jonathan's, but he and i were both there, and so were a bunch of other people. we had all just got done watching equilibrium and so we were all jus illin' talking about misc. stuff, most of which i was being floopy and random, so id say something wierd and off the wall, and jonathan would slap me on my leg...which is par for the course generally. so anyway, just as this one guy was about to leave, i had flipped through the channels and found one that had Sean Astin and Elijah Wood on the screen. i howled over Sean, going "pwah! its sam! *drool*" for which i got slapped for as well. "i thought your only boy toy from that movie was Legolas!" and then i was all "yeah...as the character...but actor? sean is sooo much better!" then i attacked the air like i usually do when i think somethings cute. so we started to watch the movie, and i talked about how cute Seanny boy was in 50 First Dates, and this one guy that was there (which i think was actually my mom's friend) was all "you actually saw that movie? ptah", and then i was going to rebuttal it when the show had all kinds of other stars pop out on screen, then a bunch of little boys. i was all "WTF??", but quickly realized what was happening...the group of stars, all males, were going out into the wilderness against a bushel of boyscouts, and then they'd survivor-style it out, seeing which group does better; grown men stars, or pre-teen boyscouts. i loved the idea. Stiffler was in it, Ashton Kusher was there, The Boy Meets World guy, Malcolm in the Middle guy, and i dunno who else, those are all that come to mind. so yeah, the two groups split up and go into the wilderness, and then they do switch overs every once a while with the camera views, just like in survivor, to show where each team was. the boyscouts were kickin the stars' asses, because the stars kept goofin around and hammin it up for the camera, and for eachother, while the boyscouts just...kicked ass. it was really amusing. then i woke up. that should SO be a tv show...i would watch it! only...both teasm should have girls in them. yeah...good times.

current mood: awake

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Tuesday, February 24th, 2004
11:27 pm - Dream #14 - 2/24/04

viciouspixie
I'm a queen, or supreme ruler (however ya wanna look at it) of this castle. David Bowie style, like im the Goblin Queen. i have control over armies of creatures and one gigantic monster...who's actually my pet. its like a giant...bear cat thing. its cute, but horribly terrifying. right? ok, so im in my castle, and one of my minions come up to me and is all "Your Highness, what shall you have us do?" then, this is the trippy part, it goes video game stylin and gives me a prompt, in my dream, of "Attack!", "Loot!", or "Skip Turn". Without skippin a beat, i "select", with my royal self's own hand into the little prompt bubble over my head, "Attack!", then the dream blurs, and then refocuses on a map of sorts, then i can scroll around to look at different areas, and, starting the view on my own castle, i look around to find other castles a little ways away. i select one and it shows the name, then my minion says "ATTACK!" and it zooms back into my castle, with all my little men getting ready and marching out towards the enemy i chose. even my giant pet bearcat gets on gear and goes out to war with them. it was insanely cute...but me, as my royal badness, just stood in the high tower, staring down on all of them with a sense of masochistic glee on my face, as i blew a kiss to my bearcat who stared up at me with such a sadness. it kinda reminded me of Bagheera...but mixed with a bear. it was awesomely sad.

so yeah, my army goes over to the other kingdom and totally rips into them...my bearcat destroyed alot of it...so i was upset about that because i wanted that castle as my vacation spot! and i needed the income from the peasants that lived there who would be under my rule once the recent power was dead. and yes, these are all things my royal badness was thinking about. so i called my bearcat back home and then punished it for being so ruthless...which in turn made me absolutely horribly ruthless because man, i was a spoiled power hungry bitch. after the punishment ended, i selected the option to zoom out again to view my army and the castle i attacked. it wasnt completely distroyed...but the main castle was in ruins more or less...the surrounding villas and such were still in good condition...which is all good cause those damn villagers were all i cared about. so i gathered my army, by highlighting them all, then told them to attack the next kingdom. just as they arrived at the gates, however, that kingdom revealed its greatest foe; a green dragon! so yeah, it ate and toasted most my armies, but the few that escaped and came home. so i sent bearcat back out. bearcat was getting a severe beatin, but i was too busy resurrecting new goblins to realize...it was sad. then i woke up. i almost forgot this dream, that would have been upsetting. this dream kicked ass.

current mood: amused

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Monday, February 23rd, 2004
3:55 pm - Dream #14 - 2/23/04

viciouspixie
I dont remember most of the dream, except that i was standing in the rain for a really long time. i was soaked, clothes feeling like dead weight clinging to me, but i just stood there in the rain, hair flat and in my eyes, dripping with beads of water. i know its me, but im not *in* me, im just looking at myself standing there, looking like the little girl from The Ring. i hold my hands up and look at them, and theyre so wrinkly it looks like the skin is going to just fall off, or never skrink back to its normal position. after a lengthy time of just looking at my wrinkly hands, i wake up, feeling the urge to really stand in the rain.

current mood: calm

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Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
12:13 pm - Dream #13 - 2/22/04

viciouspixie
I have this best friend who's always on the borer of being gay, not like i judge him, but its just obvious in my dream. he and i are near inseperable and do everything together, just about. one day, while im busy with school or something, he gets attacked and beat up by some local boys who are always teasing him about his "pansyness" or whatever. after that happens, nothings the same with him and just becomes cold and mean to everyone around him, including me. im heart broken, but i move on with my life, still occasionally calling him to see how he is. from here on out, its still me everything is happening to, but my dream switches to me stting in front of a tv, watching everything thats happening to me. its wierd. so i watch myself as i go to this huge house to babysit three children, two girls and a boy. me and the kids watch movies and play games when a knock at the door is heard. i go over (bam, im back in my body in the tv) and look out the peephole to see my friend, who i guess was named justin. i opened the door and gave him a huge hug, asking him what he was doing here. "just came to keep you company i guess" i was glad to see him. we went into the living room where the kids were and watched another movie (back into me watching me on tv mode). about thirty minutes later (in my dream that is), Justin started to act really uncomfortable. (back in my body) next thing i know, the children are tied up and put in a room, the door shut. im screaming, but i have a gag in my mouth. Justin is walking back from just closing the door and stares down at me. he grabs ahold of my arms, which are tied, and tells me to get up. (back in tv watching mode) i watch as he takes me upstairs, into the master bedroom, and throws me on the bed. he mutters all kinds of angry things, about proving hes not gay, about being a man, about how hell show those fucks. (back in me mode) then he starts to rape me, and im screaming and thrashing around, but cant do anything. he gets done with his mission and then leaves the room to go to the bathroom, telling me to just stay there. as soon as he closes the bathroom door, i jump up and get over to the desk where i find a metal letter opener. i then collasp at the side of the bed, fearing what might happen next. (tv mode) he comes out of the bathroom and just stares at me as i cower next to the bed, still gaged and bound, holding the letter opener behind my back. he just stares at me with unemotional eyes, then tells me to get back on the bed, hes not done with me yet. i stand up and drop the utensil in the drawer of the nightstand, then try to "talk" to him through my gag. "what?" he says as he comes over and takes it off. (me mode) "undo my binds, they really hurt...i promise not to scream, ill obey." I didnt think it would work as he stared at me with uncertainty, so i leaned over and kissed him and felt him relax. "you have no idea how long ive wanted that" he tells me...and i just cringe inside. he takes my binds off then pulls me into bed on top of him. I then pull a Kill Bill Move on him and grab the makeshift knife out of the drawer as his eyes are closed and just thrust it down into his chest, over and over again, crying all the while. i immediately jump off of him and crawl into a corner, whimpering. then i remember the children and call the police.

(tv mode) im charged with all kinds of battery and the such. he didnt die. im so upset about having to go through the entire ordeal that alot of what happened is a blur, such a blur that i cant tell officials what happened exactly. i get out of all the charges, however, because of all the evidence pointing towards my version of the story being right, not his, but he also gets away. (me mode) im left an empty shell of a human being, watching TV all day, seeing my own "re-inactment" of the situation on tv with no name actors playing everyone. then i wake up. fuckin trippy ass dream. it made me feel really violated.

current mood: violated

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Thursday, February 5th, 2004
2:07 pm - Dream #11 - 2/5/04

viciouspixie
Haven't updated in a while...I guess that's due to some really bad sleeping habbits, or lack thereof. While I have been sick, however, ive had a few fucked up dreams...but this is the most memorable.

I'm in a coffee shop, waiting for someone. I look down and read the card in my hand; "I'll meet you at noon in the coffee shop, you know which one." I look around and don't recognize the place, or people, or even the streets outside the windows, but the clock says noon and a figure walks in the door. He's tall and kind of buff looking, but I can't tell really well because hes in a full suit, including a hat that shadows his face. He walks towards my table and sits down, I still have no idea who he is. I strain to see his face, but it's no good, almost as if there is no face. He orders an Americano and then faces me again, taking off his hat. I finally see his face, but i dont recognize it. I do know he's beautiful beyond explanation...not "hot" or "cute" or "handsome"...he's beautiful...like as if he should be a statue somewhere being worshipped for his perfection. He, non-chalantly, simply greats me with a "Hi!", and I just stare at him blankly. "W-who are you?" he just laughs at me, like I'm playing a joke with him and I've known him all my life. He just talks...talks about his day, talks about how he's missed me, talks about his pet dog...just normal everyday things, I suppose. But I'm not really listening, because as I stare at him, a shadow-esque shape expands from him...first; black, transparent, menacing wings fold out from his back, then they grow and so does his bodies' frame...then I realize what I'm looking at, a devil. Or, what my minds thinks a devil should look like, But I know it's a devil, this man, he's a devil. It doesn't scare me, or really shock me, I just find him that much more beautiful, and just marvel at it all. I reached out to touch the wings engolfing me, and he stops talking. "You alright?" then I wake up. It was a calming dream, actually...I had coffee with the devil.

current mood: contemplative

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Monday, December 15th, 2003
12:43 pm - Dream #10 - 12/15/03

viciouspixie
The dream starts and its like a combination of Final Fantasy, and Fifth Element. i'm me...but look like Lulu (or i think thats her name) from Fifth Ele. i meet up with these two guys at this event i was at, and they seem like assholes and only want to ignore me...but i have something telling me that i should follow them. outside the event, around the back of a building, they ask me why i am following them, and i ask why they are dressed so strangely. just then, a very sickly man comes around the corner. the two guys urge me to leave, tell me to run away. the sickly man bursts into this creature that resembles the human/alien in Alien: Resurection. the men fight and try to kill it, and i back around the corner, unsure of what to do, thiking this was out of my hands, when one of the creatures came up behind me. suddenly, an inner nature kicks in and i kick the shit out of it. i was shocked that i knew how to do the things i did. i went back to the guys to see they killed the creature and had left already, into this forest. i ran after them. when i caught up, i was asking them tons of questions about what that creature was, but they had no idea i had killed one, so they were more or less ignoring me. i insisted i follow them. we get to this fork in the forest where there were man-made concrete walls and ledges every where. to the left was a passage that seemed to lead to a ravine, and the right passage had a thick dense forest that was pitch black and seemed to go on forever. the guys look to the right and nod to one another. i say "were not going in there are we?" and they just look at me with that "we?" look.

suddenly, a gush of water rushed through the opening of the forest we came through in. the men scurried quickly up onto the concrete ledges, and i quickly followed. the water filled the area below us, then collected and turned into this nasty bloby creature. they immediately started attacking it, but i again didnt know what to do. more creatures came, and they became occupied, so the big blob came after me, almost like it was attracted to me. the inner thing kicked in again and in no time, i had killed not only the blob, the the two other creatures the men were struggling with. the men were amazed...but then told me they have been looking for me...but thought they were looking for a man. we went through the dense black forest and when we got to the other side we went to thier "headquarters", which was a holloween costume shop. inside they informed me that these creatures have always been alive in the world, but normal people never see them until its too late. one of the guys was a victim, but luckily the other came in time to kill the beast. once you see the creatures, you always see them. its a sort of curse...like being able to see demons and angels, but knowing no one else would ever believe you. or so they told me. They explained that I have been the first female to be apart of thier group. females are the creatures food of choice. but they knew i wasnt a normal female...they knew more about me then i cared to know. i had some inner power which with me, they could fight them more fairly and maybe eventually rid the earth of them. once i saw the first creature, they all became aware of my presence and would come for me.

i was a little over whelmed, but i had no choice. just then more of the monsters were coming, and i could feel it. we got prepared and made all the people in the store leave. we went back to the back of the store and collected weapons, which they had an abundance of. a sea of them came. they burst through windows, some could walk through walls, some would turn into water and just seep into the building. they seemed to be elemental, so normally they would look like only water, wind, earth or fire to most humans...sometimes even taking the form of the human they consumed. i fought my way through the thicket of them, but they kept surrounding me, more or less ignoring the other men in the building, which made it easier for them to kill some. i was getting tired of fighting, but something inside drove me to fight more. a burst of energy escaped from me, raising me above them all, knocking me out. when i awoke, the two men were standing over me. all the creatures were gone. the energy within me took over and destroyed them all in one energy blow. we were packed and ready to leave. onto the next monster infested area. i knew we had to go the the most busiest place around, New York. to rid that city of monsters would mean a hearty depleation.

then, i woke up. i thought it was a cool dream.

current mood: groggy

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Friday, December 12th, 2003
4:32 pm - Dream #10 - 12/12/03

viciouspixie
Had a hard time sleeping last night. this morning i kept waking up, but once i went back to sleep, id be right back in the dream. my dad brother and i were in New York City. We were there for a M&M convention. there was this really cool guy who was working there that i got to know. my dad brother and i kept wondering around NYC really stupidly...like running across streets even though cars were coming. we had this really cool hotel room. we went out to dinner at this chinese place and this crossdressing asian man was using telepathy to spy on me. i kept asking him/her to stop politely, but they wouldnt...and the people he/she was with were just laughing about it. it was wierd, hed project an image of the guy from the convention to follow me. the guy kinda looked like "Cory's" best friend from Boy Meets World (cant remember the actors name). my brother and dad started laughing at me too cause i was freaking out about this image...and no one else seemed to think it was freakin wierd. so i ran back to the hotel and jumped on the bed. then i took a bath. then alot of other wierd things happened, but i dont remember them.

current mood: good

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Tuesday, December 9th, 2003
6:44 pm - Dream #9 - 12/9/03

viciouspixie
Had this dream before...only it was slightly different. Baggy on the mind. I was sitting in the living room and Bagheera, my cat, came running into me. i picked her up to see she had wierd skinny feathers sticking out of her mouth. i was taken aback, we dont have any birds, let alone anything with such feathers, and shes not allowed outside. i stood up and walked towards the back door to find some more of the strange feathers...looking outback, i saw an area close to the blackberry bushes that had clumps of these feathers everywhere. i walked out there, still holding baggy, and approached the area. just then Bagheera jumps outta my arms and runs over to the bushes...i look into the thicket and there she is, standing on top of an Emu carcass. she was just looking at me, circling round and round, obviously quite proud of herself. fucking wierd dream. my cat kicks your cats ass.

current mood: predatory

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Sunday, December 7th, 2003
11:24 am - Dream #8 - 12/7/03

viciouspixie
i had been outside doing something...walking the dog, i dont know...and found the cutest tree frog. it let me pick it up and just hold it...so i decided i wanted to keep it. i called it Gek, im assuming after gecko, though i dont really know. i started training it to come to me when i called (him). i showed my dad...but just then a huge storm hit and part of the kitchen ceiling was leaking, alot. it was through one of the lights, which i sware i broke in another dream i had a day or two ago, so that was wierd. my dad used the tank i was gonna for gek to catch the rain with, even though the beta fish was in it. then my mom came home and i was showing her gek, when bagheera lunged after him, trying ta bite him. i was pissed that someone let her out, and put her away again. i decided to let gek just run around on his own, and when i called him hed come hoppin in to me. it was so cute. but one time i called him, and there was no sight of him...i went in search and just then baggy runs past me, into the computer room, and i hear her growl something horrid...and muffled. i run into the comp room to see her stretching something green in ther mouth and claws...there were legs everywhere, and omg...it was just horrible. i was screaming, i grabbed her and kicked her ass, then threw her into the garage. it was so upsetting...then i woke up, baggy was purring and rubbing all over my face.

current mood: surprised

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Friday, December 5th, 2003
9:40 pm - Dream #7 - 12/5/03

viciouspixie
Really hella wierd dream last night...dreamt i was on a road trip with some friends, i dont know who they were, but i knew we were all really good friends. we decided to all get a tattoo/piercing to remember the trip by. then jump to me in the piercing chair and this guy shoves the piercing contraption through my left nipple! i wake up right after it happens, and my left nipple hurts, like really freakin bad. i dont know why but it kept me awake for at least an hour. fuckin wierd shit.

current mood: worried

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Friday, September 19th, 2003
11:22 am - Dream #6 - 9/19/03

viciouspixie
Back in Cali, once again, and in Disney's "Downtown" area...only there is like a huge three story high grocery store and a very large, very extravigant FAO Swartz. my mom and i are in front of the very top floor of the grocery store and in the middle of this mall-like environment, they are premering some movie on this large triangled (so every direction can see it) set of three movie screens thats suspended high in the air. anyway, its a movie with Ryan O'Donahue, a childhood accaintance gone miniscule hollywood. i knew him in early elementary and then again in 5th-6th grade. he was one of the boys in kindergarten-1st grade that would chase me and my girlfriends around the school yard during reccess. he was always touching me and asking me stupid questions...so one day while getting lunch, i slammed on his foot with my cowgirl boots. i was proud.

anyway, back to my dream. we were watching the movie when i got bored of it and turned around. by these elevators stood Ryan! i nudged my mom and told her, and she wasted no time in going over there to great him, telling him she has known him since he was just a tiny lil guy. he asked how, and i decided to butt in. i told him how we went to the same school, ekstrand elementary, and how he used to chase me around, how he was friends with casey and Joey. i knew he remembered because his face wasnt that of complete confusion, but he had no idea who i was, which was granted. then he said "yeah, i dont care." and started to walk away. it took alot for me to confront him, so i was pissed. i told my mom id meet her and everyone else in the "courtyard in FAO", and i took off. next thing i know, i hear a guys voice from behind me saying "hey, wait a minute." i turn around and theres ryan, coming down the escalator towards me. for some reason or another, i ran off. he chased me and it eventually grew into a game. a game we played for a long time.

when he finally caught up to me, he was just out of reach to grab my arm, so he only was able to barely grab my hand, but then i was out of reach again. he gave up and walked up the escalator. i turned around and went back up too, to find him leaning against a wall. i went up to him and introduced myself, and then we started talking. we were there for a while, then my mom shows up. she invites him to dinner with us and he agrees to come. next thing i know he and i are holding hands and are like...dating and shiznat. after dinner we went to find our hotel, and he decides hes going to join us there too, and go to DLand with us the next day, telling us how he has a contract with Disney, so he can get us all kinds of deals...then i wake up. whats with these dreams with people i havent seen in almost a decade now....

current mood: confused

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